Can you believe this weather?!

You might reasonably assume that since I am unemployed, It would allow me to further enjoy this great weather. Sadly, this isn't really the case, and exposes the problem with unemployment.

Mainly this is lack of money. "Doing things" costs money. Also, there is a "why the fuck should I be out having fun when I need a fucking job" complex. The power of this is not to be underestimated. I Could be out hiking or whatever, but it is really difficult to enjoy youself.

So, I have just become lazy, depressed, unmotivated to do anything recreational, yet at the same time incredibly anxious.

And I hate to admit it, but I kinda wish it would just start raining...