Have you ever had someone who just thought you were terrible and evil, but the troubling thing is you REALLY don�t understand why? Sure, you put your foot wrong a few times, probably didn�t act on your best behavior, and said the wrong thing at the wrong time. But you�d be willing to maintain a level of good feeling in the acquaintanceship just because you don�t like dealing with the anger and resentment and having to add someone to your shit list, but they just seem to think you are just horrible and wrong and psychotic, and you�re efforts to alleviate the negative emotion only add fuel to their fire and reinforce their beliefs.

Well, I�ve been threatened with a restraining order because of this whole mess my heart and penis got me into. I�m a little disappointed about the whole thing, to be honest.